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Tough Love
I want you to know her, that girl, yes, her with a back made of steel. She's never known joy, that girl, standing there. Her eyes always...

Peaceangel
Apr 27, 20212 min read


Elegy
You are my child. I had you in my arms when I was a child. You nursed my soul when they hurt me. I pulled you closer to my chest. They...

Peaceangel
Mar 23, 20217 min read


13/03/2021
It is inescapable for now. I have nowhere to go, and my panic found a new outlet in shaky vocal cords. Just mention the word, mention...

Peaceangel
Mar 13, 20211 min read


Somehow
She will manage it somehow. That "somehow" is my heavy breathing. It is these sweaty hands and sleepless nights. It means I have to...

Peaceangel
Feb 1, 20211 min read


Am I an open book?
These last years, I've seen myself turn to bleak isolation. Isolation needn't be bleak, but I know mine was. Eventually, I talked more....

Peaceangel
Jan 8, 20212 min read
23 Nov 2018
I've seen your friend today. The first encounter was quick, silent, awkward and unpleasant. The second one, however, was better. Seeing...

Peaceangel
Nov 30, 20201 min read


Breathe
Why am I waiting? I need to heal. Why am I waiting for others to allow me to do so? Does that even make sense? What are these feelings?...

Peaceangel
Nov 10, 20201 min read
16/09/2019
I did not like the way I was left there, mumbling, while I could've been told the reason for which I had no reply. I did not like how I...

Peaceangel
Nov 9, 20201 min read
Listen
Build me! Build me this time. Work on every broken part inside. Feed me! Nourish me! Take care of my body. Take care of my health. Take...

Peaceangel
Nov 4, 20201 min read


My Sentences
I have newly discovered the beauty of short sentences it seems. Before, I was told mine had always been longer than necessary. I was...

Peaceangel
Oct 30, 20201 min read


Hide and Seek
Now that I was aware that you were there, That joyful game no longer played was finally allowed to be the plan. From room 1 to room 2, I...

Peaceangel
Oct 27, 20201 min read


Bullseye
The way you look me straight in the eyes, Sir, triggers me, so does your questioning! It triggers me as I struggle for a place to lay my...

Peaceangel
Oct 21, 20201 min read
5th of August 2020,
The companionship of melancholy made me imagine all the potential worst or at least the kind I fear the most. I have unnecessarily lived...

Peaceangel
Oct 16, 20201 min read




Perpetrator
Our relationship has always been a cold war; a cold war nobody knows about except ourselves. It started long ago. Do you remember the...

Peaceangel
Sep 7, 20201 min read


Fallacy
I hate it when they do not help. Well, they do not care. But, they also assume that I am better, saying I am better than them. If only...

Peaceangel
Apr 1, 20202 min read


A Void
2 A.M. What's the point of writing words when you know they won't be seen? What's the point of pouring your heart into them? Why would...

Peaceangel
Apr 1, 20202 min read


Old Drawers
The wooden drawers sit quietly in the houses' forgotten rooms. They hold pieces of the past we cannot throw away yet. They bear our...

Peaceangel
Feb 25, 20201 min read
A nightly Stream of Consciousness
In the reality of a silent night, you face the truth. You meet again and your brain aches at a long night of confrontation. You've had...

Peaceangel
Feb 14, 20202 min read
English
The English Language is my shelter. It is what I clung to once I realised I was thorned into shreds, about the same time I was expected...

Peaceangel
Feb 9, 20201 min read
